I want everyone to hear my story.
After 5 years clean I decided one day I could pop into a Chiefs website....you know..just to look around..maybe have a Kool-Aid with some of the guys. I didn't think it could happen to me after so long clean....but it did.
It's the typical story...I should have counted my blessings (hold on I'm counting words...J/K) and never logged back online...but I did. I thought I was strong enough to handle it. I couldn't have been more wrong.
It only took two online sessions before the inevitable happened. You guessed it... I started using AP again. Oh at first it was only here and there sparatically; but that didn't last. Before long I was using AP before work and I had a flask of AP in my car for the ride home.
Soon, I found myself slipping out at lunchtime for a "nip" of AP. Just enough to get me through the day I would tell myself. Soon my wife started noticing I was late getting home from work, and that my breath wreaked of AP. I would try to mask the smell of AP with breath mints and the like, but it was no use. The rumor that you can't smell AP on someone's breath is just a lie. You can!!
Since then, I've lost my job, my wife left me, and I can't even listen to country music without crying ( I couldn't before AP either though). I've gone to rehab, but my counsellor says that AP addicts have about a 73% relapse ratio when compared to other addictions.
After I was released from my 3rd rehab, I started using AP intravenously. It calmed my shakes and settled my nerves but I would wake up in the middle of the night and have to use AP again just to sleep.
Don't let this happen to you!! The point is...get out while you can for God sake's people. Don't become an AP junkie. We've already ruined LarryDogg's life!! How many more people have to suffer before we wake up? What's next?? Are we going to build up a tolerance and start having to using say..78 or 79 word minimums per post to get the same high we now get from a 75 word minimum post? When will it end?? WHENNNNNNN??????